life update: still eating meat, still drinking coffee, still going to bed late, but a little bit less, a lot less, and a little bit earlier. still working on music stuff but in a different way. no longer skating or speedrunning, but my joints might thank me later. into ergonomic chairs because design is fun and i sit in chairs a lot. took a year off work to learn some things, now looking for a job to learn some more things and maybe make a difference.